From Oklahoma Women Bloggers Blogger of the Month, Lindsey Renuard. Find her at Dishwater Dreams.
I’m not sure if I’ve forgotten who I am or just forgotten who I am supposed to be. Can something be broken for the simple fact that it isn’t broken? I feel normal. Perfectly normal. Is that supposed to happen?
I’m happy. I have a great job. I have great kids. I have a great family and great friends.
About the only thing I lack in life is enough money and enough time. But who doesn’t lack those things. The are finite resources. I have all of the things that are infinite.
I’m never bored. I am passionate about several things like writing, reading, art, makeup.
So what’s missing?
So I have to stop and ask myself from time to time if maybe I’m just faking it. Maybe it’s all just a dream. Maybe I’m overlooking something. Maybe I’m just not trying hard enough and have become complacent.
But that’s not it.
I am actually, truly happy. Content.
And that’s not a bad thing.